New at this.

Okay, so I'm new at this whole blog shit. Tried playing around with it a tad but still looks like my ass hole. Oh well, I'll eventually get better at this i guess, That's if i still like blogging after a day or two.
Anyways...

So here's my story..
I've been having this awful eating habits for so long now, basically, i hate hate hate my body! I constantly starve myself then binge then starve myself then binge then starve myself and so  on. It was until the Christmas holidays when i discovered these amazing herbal weight loss tablets where i could lose like 0.5 of a gram every day. I was cheering! Although, on top of taking these pills I wouldn't eat, drink nothing but water and exercise my ass off. I loved it! My mum hated it. And as like many other's, just having the feeling of people envying your body and complimenting it is like the most awesome feeling ever! I had lost around 7 kilos. Doesn't sound like much but was defiantly enough to make me happy. I began to get sick. Every time i would go to the toilet and do the number two, i would bleed. I wasn't getting enough nutrients put through my body. I was scared. That's when i began to eat a bit of bread. then a lot of bread then too much bread. I never realised how much i loved bread until then. I also began to drink soft drinks again. Here i am now with all the weight put on, too scared to weigh myself, wanting to get back to where i was earlier this year.

Hopefully a blog will help me set my mind straight.

My starting weight is 62kg (136 pounds)
My goal weight is 55kg (121 pounds)
My ultimate goal weight is 50kg (110 pounds)